I don’t know you’re planning for me. I don’t know how the few next months will unfold but I have my faith in you and I’m counting on you to give the guidance, the strength, and the patience I need to get through it.
I don’t if my prayers will be answered or I will be just taken on another ride I wasn’t prepared for as always.
I don’t know whether I will have a break or another one of life’s difficult tests.
I have been trying to get everything figured out in the best and wisest way possible. I’ve been trying to connect all the dots and zoom out in order to see the bigger picture and follow your signs but I must admit the fact that I’m fed up with all of this.
My brain is drained and tired. My heart is tired. My soul is tired.
I’m tired of the same patterns. I’m tired of the same lessons. I’m tired of the same rollercoaster.
I don’t know what the future will unfold for me but I am certainly ready for things to be changed. I’m ready to for my life to actually start making sense. I’m ready to feel peace. And I’m yearning for stability.
I know that after all, I will be fine, and either way, I will count on you. I know that I will be guided through hard times by you like you always do but I guess I’m asking you for a leeway this time. I’m ready to be blessed with a miracle to lift all my burdens and heaviness away.
I’m totally counting on you but this time in a different way. Counting on your generosity. Counting on your forgiveness. Counting on your magnificent surprises. Counting on your mercy.
I don’t know what the future holds but I want it to be brighter and better than what I had imagined.
I want all those wishes I asked you for. All those impossible dreams I once believed in. I want my life to be a marvelous story in the making.
I don’t know if that’s how you see it too or if that’s what you want for me but I’m counting on you to turn it all around. To bring my wishes closer. To push my pain away.
I don’t know what the future holds but I’m putting my trust in you and I know that you don’t disappoint those who put all their faith in you.
I will never know for sure how things will pan out in the future, but I can only hope that your timing is definitely aligning with mine. That this is the time for my prayers to be answered and my angels to be released.
I don’t know what the future holds but all I know is that there’s nothing you can’t do. There’s nothing you can’t fix. That you are the only one who can turn everything around in the blink of an eye.